I never thought of my childhood experiences as traumatic. I believed it was normal to grow up the way I did. Only decades later did I come to understand that from a very early age I had, in fact, endured trauma. That realization marked the beginning of my healing journey. At last, I was ready to let go and forgive.

The beginning

Born and raised in Austria, I left home young—driven by excitement, adventure, and an unshakable determination to succeed. Looking back now, I smile with compassion at that younger version of myself. Beneath the surface of ambition, I was carrying a heavy sense of unworthiness and a believe of “not being enough”, always trying to prove I was “enough.”

Through the hardships of my childhood and the fears I faced, I set out to show the world who I was—to prove my worth. Today, I hold deep love, gratitude, and pride for that younger me, knowing that his courage would lead him to a path far beyond his wildest dreams: a path to belonging, love, joy, freedom from fear—and perhaps most importantly, a path to worthiness.

The “ego” years

I thrived in the corporate world. Hard work was rewarded with promotions, recognition, and success. My ego loved it. Each achievement fueled my identity and immediately became the starting line for the next goal. Yet fulfillment was fleeting, and a quiet voice inside whispered that something was missing, a deeper meaning of life was alluding me.

As the years passed, it grew harder to ignore the restlessness beneath the surface; feelings of dis-ease, emptiness, and the deep knowing that there must be more than the “hamster wheel rat race.” Outwardly, I coped by overworking, overeating, overdrinking—numbing what I couldn’t yet face. My outer behavior mirrored my inner state of being.

And then came the ‘black swan event that changed everything. After 25 years of chasing external success, I walked away. I needed to find out if life truly had more to offer.

Surrender

I went all in. I surrendered control. I let go of expectations; of myself and of others. I stopped clinging to plans, hopes, and dreams. For the first time, I stepped into the unknown without any fear. No more doing what I was told. No more acting as I was expected.
No more believing what I was programmed and expected to believe. I let go of the conditioning of parents, teachers, friends, religion, and society. To many, I must have seemed reckless, even “crazy.” But for me, it was the only way forward - into the unknown, into truth.

A new and unexpected beginning

The moment we set down our ego, we discover that the outside world has little to offer in the way of true happiness. So I turned inward. I stopped searching. I began meditating daily.
I immersed myself in spiritual teachings both ancient and modern. I became Reiki trained, studied Ho’oponopono, and experienced the silence of Vipassana retreats. And then I realized; when we stop chasing, our true calling comes looking for us.

I found my sole purpose - “my soul purpose”; to spread love through meditation and sound healing, and to help others to remember the vast power they carry within.

I still travel the world, but no longer to feed ambition or ego. Today, my journey is about service - offering healing, connection, and love. I am humbled to guide private sessions, group workshops, corporate events, and retreats, grateful each day to be a conduit for light.

“When the student is ready, the teacher appears”

Don’t wait for a black swan event to shake your world. Open your heart. Let love in. Let life in. And be filled with gratitude. As my mentor likes to say: “We have to be grateful for life to receive the gifts of life.” Let the sound and its frequency be your guide to worthiness and to receive.

Thank you, from the bottom of my heart, for being here, not just on this page, but on this beautiful planet at this extraordinary time.

With much Love, Gratitude and Light -

Georg