“I never thought of my childhood experiences as traumatic. I thought it was the norm to grow up like I did. It took decades for me to acknowledge that from an early age on I did go through trauma. At that moment my healing journey started. At last, I was ready to let go and forgive.”

The beginning

Born and raised in Austria, I was young when I left home. I was full of excitement, lust for adventure, and an unbending drive to succeed. Looking back, I smile with compassion, because I know now that I was filled with a sense of unworthiness and “not being enough”. Through all my difficult childhood experiences and all the fears I faced, I was ready to show the world who I am - show everyone that I am worthy after all. I feel so much love for that younger me now, so much gratitude and pride, knowing that his journey will lead him on a path way beyond his wildest dreams and imaginations - a path to belonging, love and joy, a letting go of all fears and maybe most importantly a path to worthiness.

The “ego” years

I did well for myself, I worked hard and the corporate world treated me kindly. I was very successful participating in the race. My ego loved it. I felt significant and accomplished, and every promotion fueled my ego identity and instantly became the starting line for the next goal. However, satisfaction was always short lived and I never had the feeling that I was living a meaningful life. With the years flying by, it became harder and harder to mask my underlying, subconscious emotions - feelings of dis-ease, not being fulfilled, and a belief that there had to be more than this “hamster wheel rat race” everyone is so addicted to. My outside behavior (numbing and overindulging tendencies, i.e. over-work, over-eat, over-drink) mirrored my state of being inside. Not surprisingly, as it happens frequently, a black swan event changed everything. Soon thereafter, after 25 ego-driven years of keeping up with the Joneses, I left the corporate world behind. I needed to see for myself if there was more to life than this.

I went all in. I gave up control. I gave up trying to control others and their behaviors (even commenting on their driving). I gave up plans, hopes, desires and dreams - I let it all go. I set out to discover my true calling, without having any idea what that could be. It was the unknown and I was no longer afraid of it. No more doing what I was told and expected to do. No more acting how I was told and expected to act. No more believing what I was told and expected to believe. I went against everything what I was programmed to be by my parents, teachers, friends, religious authorities, etc. I did the scary thing, I went “crazy” by many accounts - I went to chase the “unknown”.

A new and unexpected beginning

The moment you lay down your ego, you start to understand that the outside world has little to offer to make you truly happy. So I turned towards the inside. I stopped looking. I became an avid meditator, practicing daily for many years. I studied spiritual teachings (old and new). I became a Reiki Master, trained in Ho’oponopono, and participated in several Vipassana silent retreats. And suddenly I realized, when we stop looking, our true calling is looking for us.

I found the sole purpose of my life, my “soul purpose” - spread love (in my case through meditation and sound healing) and help others to remember how truly powerful we are.

I still travel the world. Not anymore driven by what serves only me, but rather on the quest to live in service of others, selflessly and grateful to be a conduit for love and healing. I am beyond humbled and honored to host private one-on-one sessions, guided group workshops, corporate events and retreats.

“When the student is ready, the teacher appears”. Don’t wait for a black swan event to enter your life to change. Open your heart. Let love in. Let life in. And be filled with gratitude. “We have to be grateful for life to receive the gifts of life.” Let me be your guide and come with us. What do you have to lose?

I thank you with all my heart for being here (on this site and on this beautiful planet).

With much Love, Gratitude and Light -

Georg